I feel weepy and anxious today for no reason whatsoever and it makes me feel stupid because I'm a grown-up ("you're never grown-up") and it's only about a 3 on the old anxiety scale but even that's enough to make me feel horrible and today it's all combined with the tears trying to force their way out of my eyes and I took a walk and now I just feel worse even though this:
Also, stupid motherfucking dreams and I don't even know why I bother to go to bed, it's just one nightmare after another. I kept thinking, "I wish this was a dream and I could wake up."
Which, of course it was and eventually I did.
Anyway, hello. This too shall pass.
How can anyone be morose when they live on a planet which produces things like this?
Don't ask me.