Monday, August 2, 2010

Just Some Clucking


Sorry. The camera lens won't stay wiped clear of condensation long enough for me to get a good picture but there's Miss Broody Betty, still sitting on a nest. Poor little thing, hoping to raise some babies when I keep taking her eggs. I just know that I do not want any more chickens right now and if babies are hatched, some are sure to be roosters and well, Sam made good chicken and dumplings but poor Mr. Moon- it's not easy for him to slaughter our own birds.
Although, now that I think about it, I am being nothing but sentimental and silly. If we eat chicken, which we do, it would make far more sense to eat our own.
Oh hell. I don't know.
Back in the olden hippie back-to-the-land days we all would have made out a lot better if we'd grown or shot some of our own meat. We did raise one pig, my first husband and I, but it was not a pleasant experience. We weren't set up right and had no idea what we were doing. But eventually, she did become pork chops and fresh hams. And thinking about that, I wish I had a smoke house. Mr. Moon could hunt wild hog and WE COULD MAKE OUR OWN BACON!
Wow.
Awesome thought.
Who knows? Maybe.

Meanwhile, back at the not-ranch, I just took the chickens a bunch of leftover treats and let them out. No matter what I put for them in the coop, if the door is open, they want out. And out they go, running like crazy for the cat food which they love above all other treats.

Owen is coming out soon. His daddy is actually off today but I pleaded for time with the boy and since Jason is helping his mother redo her flooring, it was somewhat convenient for him to bring Owen out here. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON THAT BOY!

And I just spoke to Miss Jessie Moon who is about to go out to Denver to see That Boy. He has a name. It is Virgil. We have not met him, the friends and family of Jessie, but we are trusting her judgment. She knows by now what a good man looks like and acts like and she surely thinks that Virgil is one. But still- that baby is flying far from her mama's nest and it's hard to let her go. I knew this day would come- I've watched her grow her wings and they are glorious, believe me. They open like slow dawn, big as the whole horizon, glowing pink and rosy and fine and strong. It is inevitable that she must use them.
This is one of the hardest parts of being a mother, watching your child fly, even if at the same time, it is the very experience which tells you that you have done your job.
Well. It's too hot to get all worked up over it and it wouldn't do any good. I am just happy for her and I hope all the pilots of all the planes she is going to be on today had a good night's sleep and did not quarrel with their spouses this morning.

And I'll get to see Kathleen this afternoon. She is coming by with her visiting nephew after her radiation treatment. Mr. Moon and I got her a silly present in Madison, Georgia. I can't wait to give it to her. Mostly I can't wait to hug her.

So here I am- home again with my chickens and grandson about to be here and my beautiful old funky house and my beautiful old funky life and I could not ask for more.

15 comments:

  1. I totally love the description of your daughters wings.

    And growing and slaughtering your own meat. My aunts and uncles and grandparents did that almost all my childhood. Of course, when you grow up that way, you can't ever look at meat and not first think of the animal that you fed and nourished and even named...even if it's been over 20 years since you've been a part of that......now I just buy at the grocery store, but still. . .

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  2. If you had a smoke house, you could also smoke fish.

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  3. My grandparents had a smokehouse and I loved all the wonderful aromas that used to come out of it!

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  4. I love how you described Jesse's arms and your wish for her safe flight in every way. You are such a wonderful mother --

    Have a good day with Master Owen.

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  5. There's a scene in the movie Cold Mountain in which Renee Zellweger casually yanks the head off an aggressive rooster. I've wondered ever since whether that's possible. (Sorry to gross anyone out, and I'm NOT recommending the movie.)

    Wishes for Jesse's safe journeying...

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  6. Does your fancy camera do video as well? I have seen very few things funnier than those chickens of yours running, running, running for the cat food.

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  7. Thank you for these wise words. I will remember them, so my kids will also have wide, beautiful wings.

    Virgil. Great name.

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  8. Yes - the description of Jessie's unfolding wings! Give that Kathleen and the boy hugs from me too. x0 N2

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  9. Glad you are back where you belong all safe and sound.

    Youse are loved.

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  10. it is a great beauty, love beaming through each word you string together regrading your family.
    i am so struck with this ease, this out pouring of mother to daughter. (being the daughter of a silent mother up-bringing)


    and the arrival of your handwriting in the mail....
    thank you for your generous heart.

    xoxoxoxox,
    rebecca

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  11. Babies flying... Jack went two doors along today to see a girl and I kept wondering how he was doing. We need to know more about this Virgil. :-)

    (I'm sure he's amazing.)

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  12. Ms. Moon, your beautiful words about watching Jessie fly made me cry those silly happy tears. I hope I'm as wise as you are when my time comes. I love what you said about her knowing what a good man looks like. I will hang on to that one and hope the same for my babies.
    Welcome home. xxoo

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  13. It sounds like you have a beautiful old funky life and that is just fine.

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  14. my oldest kids are testing their wings ,
    it's not something you can prepare for in a way, because it is all a gradual building to... and then you just know that things are happening the way they should.
    or I guess I am blessed that they seem to be so far.
    no significant others yet, but I have faith.

    beautiful love you have .

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