I don't even know what to say. Am I excited, nervous, disassociating, happy, wishing with all my heart I'd never agreed to this?
Yes, yes, yes, and so forth.
All the feelings.
But it's like that time I climbed to the top of the tallest pyramid in the Yucatan and that wasn't so bad but when I looked down from the top I thought I'd die and there was no way I was going to be able to make my way down those thousands of tiny steep steps but there was no alternative but to do it and I did and it'll be all right and probably amazing.
Also? I found out that where we'll be staying has air conditioning.
So. You know.
This seems like a great group of people I'm with and I'm just overall grateful.
Shit. I'm gonna miss y'all.
I'll be in touch when I can.
All love...Ms. Moon