Sunday, June 27, 2010

It Is Such A Beautiful Day In Lloyd


No Sunday blues here, I feel as washed clean as the whites I have hanging on the line. Diapers and sheets, undershirts and underwear, kitchen towels and dishrags. The holy hot sun is bleaching and drying them. My soul, too.


The chickens let free and they flap and flock and follow Elvis, the man, they sit on the nest, they peck at the corn I scatter for them, making sweet throat-sounds, making me happy just watching them.

The prettiest little office in the world. At some point on this beautiful day, I will sit in there and spin something out of my mind, even if just one poem. This is a vow and a promise to myself and I am holding that promise in my heart like a romantic secret.


Part of my yard, my begonia with its giant leaves, the tiny white blossoms, the someday-done pond in the background. Everything is so green, so lush, so fecund here now. At night when I walk outside the smell of it all is overwhelming. I can smell the growth on top of the sweet decay underneath. Life and all of it in one slow inbreath.


I made him pancakes and we ate them with real maple syrup and then he cleaned the kitchen. No one can clean a stove top like Mr. Moon and that's the truth. My lover, my man, my friend, the guy I'm about to go pick blackberries with.

It's Sunday, it's so hot, it's so beautiful, and here I am in the world, this is my song like the mockingbird's as he tells us all that this, this, this, is his spot.

14 comments:

  1. Be careful pickin' those berries. And have a wonderful, sweaty time!

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  2. Ah beautiful post. I felt like those clothes and the chickens too, reading it. Thanks for the inspiration. Loved your last lines. Love Mr Moon in his white tee cleaning the stove.
    I'm having trouble commenting lately. Posts not going through. Wonder if you'd share your blackberry mango recipe? Loved your mother posts. I commented but lost them. Let's see if this one goes through. Happy Sunday dear dear woman.

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  3. yay, it went through. That pond is going to be AMAZING!!!!!! I'm quite excited about it. Hope Mr Moon gets inspired again.

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  4. Ms. Trouble- We were careful. And stopped right before we passed out. Lord it is hot.

    Bethany- I'm sorry you're having trouble commenting. Hank is too. I can't figure this out. I'm so sorry.
    I want ALL my comments.

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  5. Also was unable to comment earlier. Glad you have such joy today. Glad you recognize that there is nothing wrong AT ALL with loving with your whole heart.

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  6. The sweet smell of fresh laundry on the line...makes me think of doing that when my girls were little...running in and out of the hanging sheets...blowing in the breeze...

    How you stand the heat...you must be a strong woman..I would be in a cool pool, bath or a cold shower...and lots of ice tea!

    Blackberries sound so good...Cobbler? Jam? Here in CA our berries are mere little berries or even still some flowers! It will be a late season for the wild ones in our neighborhood. If we can get to them before those pesky deer!

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  7. What a wonderful sense of rightness of place and connection. Lovely to witness. Do you wear hats under all that sun?

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  8. Nancy C- Damn. Am I going to have to change my comment form AGAIN? And if we don't love with our whole hearts, why bother?

    Ellen- You have to stand the heat or die. I heard that in Iraq, the temperature in the summer can be 130 degrees! I keep thinking about that and how they don't even have electricity to run fans most of the day and I feel like such a complainer, such a wimp.

    A- I do wear hats. And sunscreen. I really do.

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  9. Sounds like a perfect and holy Sunday at Ms Moons Church of the Chicken Shit Crazy

    Love you
    michelle

    wv: prophou
    that's you. whether you want it or not.

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  10. I have that same Sea Salt in my kitchen that you have on top of your stove. I just love that Sea Salt!

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  11. Much nicer today than yesterday... I actually got heat exhaustion from BB picking! I shit you not.

    Happy Sunday!
    xo

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  12. Michelle- It has been a perfect weekend in so many ways. I am NO prophet, I promise you. I am just a woman who channels what she has around her. And I love you, too.

    Rebecca- I keep it here, hoping it will stay dry. I use it in the best dishes. I'm sure you do too.

    Ms. Fleur- I have no doubt. It's fucking HOT.

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  13. I used to paint in your office with my Mom. We'd listen to Talking Heads ad she'd tell me stories about her West Village artist studio-mates in the 80s... So, so glad the house in your hands! xoxox

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  14. Angelika- Ah. Sweet stories these walls could tell. Thank-you for saying that, darling.

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