Friday, October 7, 2011
A Hermit Who Does Really Love People
I started writing a really whiny bla-bla post this morning about how I never want to leave Lloyd and it was pretty ridiculous (although completely true) and I was getting myself all worked up about it all, my isolation, my fear of the marketplace or perhaps more specifically my dislike of being out in the world and then the Freddy Crew got here to film a pick-up scene and next thing I knew I was helping edit lines and lace up Darling Laura's dress and joking and talking and holding light-things and you know what?
I may not like to leave Lloyd but I am so damn lucky. It's not that I don't like people. I do like people. I love people. MY people, as my friend Lon says, and suddenly, it's become a beautiful day and I am a part of this world again.