Last night I figured out why I'd been in such a good mood all day and that was because I was finally feeling like myself. I'd been feeling half sick for a few days with everything from a stomach that was not behaving properly to a headache to just general malaise. But yesterday I felt pretty terrific and I guess my reaction to that was to get all jiggy with the Christmas stuff and not be in a terrible depressed mood.
Or...could it be that I'd been feeling rather under the weather due to being in a depressed mood?
You know, some of us have such a strong mind-body connection it's often very difficult to know what's going on. Am I sick or am I just sick of life? Throw in some anxiety and things ramp up even more.
I don't know. Sixty-nine years in this mind and body of mine and I'm still never sure what's going on with either.
I was feeling pretty good today and went to town and did my usual Costco/Publix thing and went to another store to get a little gift for one of my kids and to Michaels to get some more battery operated lights and during that spate of time, I started feeling a little icky again. Now- was I "going back on myself" as Mr. Moon's mother used to call a relapse of an illness, or did the anxiety of being in town cause me to start up with the symptoms?
I do not know but I feel pretty okay now.
Well, except for the fact that Mr. Moon has spent most of today putting in a new hot water heater which of course also required him to take out the old hot water heater and oh yeah, buy a new hot water heater.
We shall see.