Would you look at that sky? I know I post too many pictures of the banana leaves and the shadows they cast on each other, but the way the light filters through them, giving them a glory is one of my favorite things.
It was so cool when I woke up this morning. It didn't get up to fifty degrees on the back porch until around ten so yes- fall is here! For now, at least. I took a good walk and barely even broke a sweat. That was so nice. I really, really wanted to take a picture of Harvey's yard. He's got a whole new arrangement thing going. He's got the cross that he made which says something about Jesus written in red on it with at least a dozen folding chairs sitting in two rows so that they are all facing the cross and in the middle of the rows, is a small table with some plants and a palm leaf and some other...thing? on it. I need to look more carefully. Another art installation.
Meanwhile, Dracula is still on his back with a golf club on his chest and there's a wine bottle alongside him.
There's a guy I see often at Harvey's and also, walking by my house on his way there. He walks and he walks and he walks. Sometimes he has a towel on his head. I always say, "Good morning!" or "Hello!" when I cross his path but he never acknowledges me in the least. Sometimes he mutters to himself as he travels down the sidewalk. I suppose I could feel a little discomfited by him but I have seen so many different sorts of souls here in Lloyd that I really don't.
The four roof men were here when I got up, working away on the old barn. They were all wearing long pants and hoodies. I suppose that they are so used to intense heat that weather this cool feels frigid to them. I cannot imagine how much they must suffer working on roofs in hundred degree temperatures. Well, bless them. They finished up this afternoon and I suppose that our time together is over. I'd bet you a million dollars that they noticed and thought of me far less than I noticed and thought of them. And I will think of them every time I see my roof.
Mr. Moon is way up in North Dakota. The other men who are joining him and his buddy flew in to meet them this afternoon and now they will all drive into Canada together. I suspect another vehicle will be rented. They all have a lot of gear and then there's the dog. Oh, those fellas!
I did a little more work in front of the fence today. I just cannot do more than an hour or so on my knees. I don't think that the walking helps with that situation. Perhaps eventually it will but at this point, it seems to make it worse. But hell, slowly, slowly.
I had one of those moments of rare and complete contentment today when I was hanging laundry on the line. It was a moment where everything comes together perfectly to fill your soul with very quiet joy. The air, the light, the trees, my house, my cat, the way the just-washed blankets and clothes looked in the sun as the breeze gave them life- all of it.
And I thought, "I am happy."
Such simplicity. Such a complete embracing of my life at that moment.
All right. I suppose that's enough for tonight. I did think this morning as I ate my cottage cheese, pineapple, and banana that although it was palatable, it was not actually enjoyable. But hell. I'm not in a war zone and the breakfast was sustaining and absolutely fine.
And oh! Look at what I found when I was taking that picture of the bananas-
The way they looked, but even more the way the new washed laundry smelled, because there is a new washed odor that lifts the heart and makes the doing and hanging of laundry a joy.
ReplyDeleteYes- the original and still best aromatherapy! And I use unscented detergent so it all just smells clean. I love that so much.
DeleteThat sense of pure happiness is fleeting so it was great you were still enough to recognise and embrace it.
ReplyDeleteCrooked shows they were planted by a human and not a machine.
Sometimes that moment of happiness is so intense that you can't help but notice it.
DeleteLord knows that no machine planted that row! Unless it was a machine that needed to be fixed.
yes, that sense of pure and fleeting joy....always to be savored with even the most usual task that we sometimes take for granted! You and cashmere......ugh! LOL! Well....our heat finally broke, thankfully...still no cashmere or ducks for us....but sadly, my 8 yr old goldfish *Tiny Man* died last night....it was the heat that did him in and I saw it coming..... may he RIP. Can't go from a normal 65 degree water........to 78 or 80 degree water for 5 days..... darned. Your banana flowers and your garden rows are things of great beauty!
ReplyDeleteSusan M
I had no idea a goldfish could live eight years but I just looked it up and they can live a lot longer than that. I am so sorry that you lost Tiny Man. That is very sad. Did you give him a nice burial?
DeleteI love that you recognized that lovely moment of happiness, the kind you write about, look back on, such an important thing.
ReplyDeleteI wonder how big that hunting party's going to be when they collect all the people and dogs and gear!
I really should ask Glen how many guys are on this trip. At least four. I just send him off with love and assume he knows what he's doing. That's worked pretty well so far.
Deletehttps://www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-67017912
ReplyDelete(haven’t read it yet, just wanted you to see it :) - sarah in VT
I read it first thing this morning. I really appreciate you sending that link. It was a terrific article and answered my questions about his fingers. Dear old man. He ain't quitting.
DeleteThank you, Sarah.
Once those baby plants are grown and bushy the crookedness won't be as obvious and I'm sure the plants don't care.
ReplyDelete"I am happy" I've had similar days and moments. They're a treasure aren't they?
You may be right about the plants as they grow. Doesn't matter in the least though, really.
DeleteAnd yes, those moments are pure shining gold.
I love the wiggliness of your rows! They will all taste the same.
ReplyDelete"Wiggliness!" is the way they look for sure!
DeleteHa ha, I had to laugh at your wiggley rows!! I'm betting that's what Mr. Moon really loves about you! And as for the roofers, I think people find me weird too. As I grew up in England and the weather was generally crap, cold and wet doesn't really bother me, but here in France, so much further south, they look at me like I'm mad when I wander out in a T-shirt when it's supposedly cold. But then again I really suffer in the hot weather!
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm not good at either cold or heat any more. I am a delicate little flower. Haha!
DeleteAs long as your crops grow well, you can be as wiggly as you please!
ReplyDeleteExactly!
DeleteIt must feel so good to finally have the weather changing. I imagine you'll be glad to have the house quieter, even if you miss the roofers a little bit!
ReplyDeleteThey were interesting but yes, the quiet is heavenly. And the weather makes it all the more so.
DeleteI don't think that I'll ever get over the idea that you have a winter garden and a summer garden! We must always be on the lookout for fleeting joys. We are surrounded by them, and we just simply get too busy to notice.
ReplyDeleteI think there has to be a confluence of many factors for those moments to happen. All of the external things fall into place in alignment with some sort of internal openness to bliss. Does that make sense?
DeleteIt's in the 30s here this morning and I will probably get out my winter coat to wear when I go on a hike with my sister this morning. It will be fun and we always have lots of laughs.
ReplyDeleteHope you are always happy, Mary!
You will "probably" get out your winter coat for temps in the 30's?
DeleteYou are a tougher lady than I am.
Ah- wouldn't it be nice if we were all always happy?
new roof, fresh laundry, lovely weather, what's not to be happy about. my banana trees have frozen to the ground the last couple of winters so they don't get old enough to bloom.
ReplyDeleteEllen, this blossom is on one of the youngest, smallest bananas so- who knows? Keep your eye out.
Delete"It was a moment where everything comes together perfectly to fill your soul with very quiet joy..." I have known such moments when everything seems right, everything in balance. You cannot plan for them or make them happen. They just arrive and you cannot tie them down. They slip away like quicksilver.
ReplyDelete