I took that picture of a mimosa tree this morning when I was on my little walk. Here's what the blossom looks like closer up.
I like their pretty little powder puff blossoms. Wikipedia says that it is reportedly psychoactive with the flowers being used to make a tea and that in Chinese medicine it's used for depression.
This is quite interesting, I think. I wonder how many plants and trees I live amongst that have properties I never would have suspected.
Mr. Moon's been at his house all day. Yesterday he went upstairs and brought down two twin beds, including the mattresses and frames, a night stand, and all of the mattress pads and quilts that had been on the beds. All of this stuff was bought by him (so bizarre) years and years ago when we were still talking about building a house in Apalachicola. A coworker of his was downsizing and she sold him this oh-so-charming set of early American furniture.
The man is fixated on early American furniture while I detest it. It probably reminds us both of our childhoods when that style was quite popular and whereas he had a very good childhood, always feeling safe and loved, mine sucked. That may have something to do with it. BUT, he has some workers coming from Tennessee and once again, don't even ask me how THAT happened because although I sort of heard the story, I did not retain it, but they need beds to sleep in while they're being Glen's right-hand men.
This is quite interesting, I think. I wonder how many plants and trees I live amongst that have properties I never would have suspected.
Mr. Moon's been at his house all day. Yesterday he went upstairs and brought down two twin beds, including the mattresses and frames, a night stand, and all of the mattress pads and quilts that had been on the beds. All of this stuff was bought by him (so bizarre) years and years ago when we were still talking about building a house in Apalachicola. A coworker of his was downsizing and she sold him this oh-so-charming set of early American furniture.
The man is fixated on early American furniture while I detest it. It probably reminds us both of our childhoods when that style was quite popular and whereas he had a very good childhood, always feeling safe and loved, mine sucked. That may have something to do with it. BUT, he has some workers coming from Tennessee and once again, don't even ask me how THAT happened because although I sort of heard the story, I did not retain it, but they need beds to sleep in while they're being Glen's right-hand men.
He loaded all that stuff up yesterday but then we got some rain and the radar didn't look so good and he didn't have a tarp so he just backed the trailer into the garage and waited until today to take the beds and bedding over there. He did, however, buy sheets for the beds yesterday at Target. I kid you not. Glen Moon went to Target and bought sheets. Next thing I know he might clean a toilet!
Not here.
Not here.
So I haven't even seen him today because he got up before I did, had his breakfast and left. Snapper season begins on Saturday so he'll be leaving tomorrow to go to the coast to be ready to fish on Saturday morning at the crack of dawn with the guy he fishes with.
I am basically a single woman now, I suppose.
I am basically a single woman now, I suppose.
Sigh.
So as of tomorrow, I will have been on the Zepbound for a week. As the week has progressed, I have been paying close attention to what effects it has had on me and so far, they seem to be nothing short of miraculous. This is not to say that everything about the changes are ones I might have chosen and that mainly concerns my love of cooking.
It is just harder to get excited about cooking when I don't feel a lot of hunger. And I swear, as I said yesterday, some foods just are not appealing to me now and that isn't just the sugar stuff. No food is calling my name, exactly, and if I thought I was having trouble figuring out what to make for supper before, this is a whole different kettle of gumbo, so to speak.
Somehow, some way, I have no desire to make or eat things that are not pretty basic and when I say "basic" I mean, quite plainly closer to the dirt as I may have said before. I'm not sure. Salads seem to hold a lot of attraction for me. Soups are good. I still want my cheese toast for breakfast. I'm eating a lot of cottage cheese and fruit which I am enjoying as much as I'd enjoy anything, I guess. But that's good because I have not been eating much fruit for awhile. As I've aged, it's taste has changed for me but the fruit I'm eating right now is fine. I picked these today.
It is just harder to get excited about cooking when I don't feel a lot of hunger. And I swear, as I said yesterday, some foods just are not appealing to me now and that isn't just the sugar stuff. No food is calling my name, exactly, and if I thought I was having trouble figuring out what to make for supper before, this is a whole different kettle of gumbo, so to speak.
Somehow, some way, I have no desire to make or eat things that are not pretty basic and when I say "basic" I mean, quite plainly closer to the dirt as I may have said before. I'm not sure. Salads seem to hold a lot of attraction for me. Soups are good. I still want my cheese toast for breakfast. I'm eating a lot of cottage cheese and fruit which I am enjoying as much as I'd enjoy anything, I guess. But that's good because I have not been eating much fruit for awhile. As I've aged, it's taste has changed for me but the fruit I'm eating right now is fine. I picked these today.
And they are delicious.
But back to cooking. I am exploring the poke bowl situation and that sounds very good to me. On my shopping list right now I have miso and ginger which I keep forgetting to buy. Tuna's on that list too. Fish is far more appealing to me now than meat is.
I was thawing out some pork chops for tonight but put them back in the freezer and decided instead to make a sort of eggplant lasagne. I've roasted slices of eggplant in the air fryer and a few tomatoes and I've blended up cottage cheese (dear god), an egg, garlic, oregano, and a little parmesan to go in it. I have some cherry tomato sauce that I made and canned last year that I plan to use in it and I think that will be good. I'll make a salad to go with.
I feel as if I'm on a steep learning curve right now and who knows what my eventual eating habits will look like?
For right this second, it appears to me as if my entire relationship with food has changed, virtually overnight. That is powerful and I never would have believed it possible. I told Jessie that today in a text and she answered me with, "We are but chemicals."
I feel as if I'm on a steep learning curve right now and who knows what my eventual eating habits will look like?
For right this second, it appears to me as if my entire relationship with food has changed, virtually overnight. That is powerful and I never would have believed it possible. I told Jessie that today in a text and she answered me with, "We are but chemicals."
I guess so.
Here's what I picked today.
And then I did this.
Eight more pints of green beans.
And this time I let the pressure go down entirely on its own before opening the canner. No buckled lids. I do believe I may have learned that lesson.
Mr. Moon is safely home from the lake. He may be out there buying sheets but he still knows where his own bed is.
I think.
I think.
Love...Ms. Moon
Nice touch, Mary. Your handiwork displayed on Joanne's handiwork.
ReplyDeleteI am VERY worried about Joanne.
DeleteThe reorientation of your relationship to food is really remarkable. It’s amazing to realize this is how some people have always felt, which is probably why they never could grasp why it made no sense to tell a person struggling with weight to “just eat less.” I had never had the experience of feeling hungry but being too lazy to get up and eat something. What?? I was ruled by hunger and was never full either. People who don’t have that struggle think it’s gluttony. But as Jessie knows, it’s individual
ReplyDeletechemistry.
After a lifetime of feeling unending shame and guilt, within a week, I have realized that it's all a matter of metabolism. Every damn bit of it. I'm gobsmacked.
DeleteAlso, such a fascinating insight as to the why behind the different feelings you and Glen have about early American furniture.
ReplyDeleteWell, it's a possibility, don't you think?
DeleteYou are energetic! I think it is so interesting about taste for food changing to prefer healthier choices! That is working so well for you.
ReplyDeleteI feel the same way about early american furniture, I really hate it- almost as much as clunky 70's so called Mediterranean furniture. My folks leaned toward cleaner lines- Scandinavian. And that is what I prefer because --good childhood i guess.
You are inspiring me to be better- still lazy I am but I think of you walking in the heat and gardening and doing all of the Mary Moon things and i scold myself. Scolding does not get the job done...
Scolding does you NO GOOD! Stop it.
DeleteI don't know what you'd call the furniture I like. Really old, mostly. Ha!
I am following your Zepbound journey with great interest. Never really sensed that you felt you needed more help on weight loss..... you always looked great to me in pics! But.....you *know* you and I applaud you for doing what you feel will help you. Funny that everything you are describing....is pretty much how I've been *approaching* food lately.... it is challenging to find the spark to create a meal when one doesn't really feel the urge or craving to eat much. But damned, you canned beans and no doubt will be doing a lot of canning and freezing with the bounties of your garden!
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I have never not felt as if I didn't need help on weight loss. Never. This has been a huge part of my life.
DeleteIt's interesting to see such a change in the part food now plays in your life. It does seem to be more on the plant based side and pretty healthy.
ReplyDeleteYou're not seeing much of Mr Moon just now. Good time to pursue your own interests.
I honestly can't believe how drastically my taste has changed. I've never experienced anything like this in my life.
Delete"I wonder how many plants and trees I live amongst that have properties I never would have suspected."
ReplyDeleteIt's part of the 'wildcrafting' philosophy that what you need for healing will grow in your vicinity. Don't quote me on where the belief comes from but that's where I seem to remember it from.
I think that basically is true but in this case, the mimosa is far from being native. It came from Asia which makes sense in learning that the Chinese use/used it in medicine.
DeleteIt's interesting to follow your Zepbound experience. To not have so much food noise and cravings must be such a relief. I'd love to try one of these meds, but giving myself shots isn't feasible. I await the pill version.
ReplyDeleteI swear to you there is ZERO pain. If you got someone to do it for you and closed your eyes, you'd probably not feel it.
DeleteI have a similar thing when I'm not feeling hungry but know I have to eat something for dinner, cooking anything at all is just unappealing and it's colder here now so salads aren't on my menu at all. Too many times I just fry a beaten egg and slap it between two slices of toast. Then there will be a week when I use every pot and baking sheet I own cooking up a storm and eating home made pizza three days in a row.
ReplyDeleteI like Mr Moon providing beds for the workers, that's a nice thing to do. My mum always said a good boss looks after those who work for him.
I just can't foresee wanting to make pizza any time soon but I probably will eventually. I don't want to stop making good and creative meals. Glen's totally onboard with this which helps.
DeleteCan’t wait to hear about Mr. Moon cleaning a toilet! My parents planted a mimosa below my bedroom window. By the time they sold the house 8 years later, it had reached my window and I could play with the leaves and pick the flowers. I loved it. My fascinated by your experience with Zepbound. Nothing like SG’s experience with Trulicity.
ReplyDeleteYeah. I'll let you know when that happens.
DeleteAw, that's such a great story about your parents planting that mimosa under your bedroom window. I love the thought of you playing with YOUR tree from your bedroom.
Mitchell, I am fascinated with this process myself.
I'm so glad that drug seems to be working for you although I would be a bit upset about not getting excited to cook. Still, we can't have everything can we!
ReplyDeleteWell, we were warned in fairy tales that nothing is given to us without some strings attached. I think there's something to that.
DeleteWho says we can't learn new tricks at our age! Not only the dietary changes, but you did a different thing (having learned by mistake) with your canning routine. Baby steps. I did something incredibly rare in my life yesterday...mopped the kitchen floor, which had so much dark stuff tracked in from when the maples dropped little wiry things all over the steps and porch outside!
ReplyDeleteOh god. I need to mop my kitchen. I try to get away for a long time with it by just wiping clean really obvious dirty places but eventually, that just doesn't work.
DeleteThe changes you experience with the weight loss drug are totally impressive. Plus, all the veggies in your garden are growing to perfection and support your healthy diet. Everything is working in your favor.
ReplyDeleteIt seems Mr. Moon is keeping busy with the cabin. Clearly, he's got his priorities and goals. With a team of people, the cabin might well transform quickly.
Oh yes. That man has his priorities. He always has and I know that really, I am a main one, I still have had to learn to be accepting of who he is.
DeleteYour garden is producing well for you! Those photos look good!
ReplyDeleteI always remember that lake house furniture was always a mixture of used styles in the places we rented. Comfy and lots of places to sleep is what I recall! ;)
Well, actually, a couple LIVED in this house for many years. It wasn't just a lake house for weekends. It was their home. I guess that's why there's so many dressers?
DeleteI'm not surprised your relationship to cooking has changed. Maybe it's only temporary or not. I only cook twice a week. Sometimes I'm all into it with a recipe and various dishes and others I'm fuck, what's the easiest thing I can throw on the table. And I much prefer fish over most meat these days.
ReplyDeleteSounds like Glen is going to transform the cabin and you won't have to do a thing except put your own little wonky touch on it when he's finished. But yeah, don't care for early American style furniture.
Meat sounds appealing enough to me if it's sliced very thinly on a salad. But yeah, big changes here.
DeleteI am so torn about wanting to be a part of the cabin's restoration and not wanting to be a part of it. If I don't contribute some ideas of my own, I'm going to end up hating it.
The reddit group r/Zepbound is a great resource for everything Zepbound. Success stories, issues, side effects--you name it. Every question I've had has been asked by someone there before. Every experience experienced. Highly recommend.
ReplyDeleteVickyH
OMG, I spelled my own name wrong. My poor dead mama is spinning.
DeleteThat's so funny! Well, I won't tell you poor dead mama if I run across her in the afterlife.
DeleteYes. Someone else (unless it was you) recommended that reddit group. It is. VERY helpful.