Wednesday, November 12, 2025

I Talk Too Much


Pottery day starts early. The class begins at 9:30 but no one cares if you come in late. So there's really no pressure but you do want to take advantage of all the hours in the studio you are given. So I get up at 7:00 and attend to my needs and my rituals before I leave for town around 8:40, usually. It takes maybe a half hour to get to Jessie's and I like to talk to her sweet pup, Sophie, for a minute and Jessie's usually still getting ready and cleaning up her kitchen. Of course she's already gotten up, made sure the boys are fed and appropriately dressed for the weather and gotten to school before I get there. 
Did I used to do that every day? 
Yes. Yes I did. 
Do I know how I did it?
No. No I do not. 
I was running a little behind this morning and I blame that on the weather. It was freezing (literally) when I got up and at first I dressed in whatever was at hand and warm and then later I had to change into something warm but that was presentable for town although there are no dress codes at pottery. This morning I wore my blue overalls, a black thermal shirt with a very, very lovely and lime green sweater (re-sale shop cashmere!) over it, and a practically antique black velvet coat. 
With Crocs.
I told Jessie that I looked like an illustration on how NOT to shop at thrift stores for your outfits. 

Oh well. Who cares? Not me.

I spent the entire two and a half hours in class working on the latest flower bowl I'm trying to make that I started last week. My idea for the formation of it is not bad but my ability to translate that vision into an actual piece that will withstand the heat of the kiln and look halfway decent is not up to speed on what I'm seeing in my head. So I rolled out clay and I cut out shapes and I scored the pieces I needed to stick together and I tried to stick them together with what is called "slip" which is a mixture of clay and water that is like a glue if done correctly. 
Oh, y'all. 
Well. We'll see what the mess looks like next week. It may or may not be worthy of glazing and firing. All will be revealed. 

Jessie worked on the bowls she made last week, trimming them. That is an entire process itself and must be done with care and attention. I think she did an amazing job. 

Lizzie was there and she reported that she and her gentleman friend had a wonderful time on their trip to New York and that she really enjoyed meeting his family. Another woman in the class asked her if she'd said the word
Now I thought the word was love because I'm a romantic in many ways but no, the word had been fuck and yes, she did say that word but the world did not end nor did the family shun her. 
Hurray! Success!

After class we met Lily at an Indian restaurant and had a very good lunch. We talked and talked, as we do, and many topics were covered. We even started to discuss Thanksgiving but we didn't get very far with that one. I'm sure by the time the day rolls around, we will have figured it out. 

After lunch I did something I should NOT have done which was to go to Old Navy which was almost right across the street from the restaurant with the goal in mind of finding a pair of jeans that fit. I say I should NOT have done that because there is nothing that can make you feel as if despite the fact that you have lost a good amount of weight, you still are not at the jeans-wearing stage. 
Dammit but I hate still having feelings like this at the age of 71. So that sucked. And it's all so ridiculous and relative. One moment I'm feeling somewhat svelte and sylph-like and the next I'm, well, not feeling somewhat svelte and sylph-like. 

On to the bank to drop off some documents where a lady probably about my age stopped me and said, "I LOVE your coveralls! I really, really do!" 
I asked her if she'd like to know where I got them and she definitely did and so I told her. I gave her my little speech about how durable they are, how handy all the pockets are, how well made they are. If I got a commission every time I sent someone to Duluth Trading Company, I'd have a nice little bit of pocket change. 
Alas, I do it all for love. 

I needed to go stop by Publix and I did, and the sweetest thing that happened there was a woman called me "pretty lady" and I said, "NO! You're the pretty lady!" And she was. 

Lord knows I needed those two encounters after the devastating reality of trying on jeans in an actual dressing room in an actual retail store and I am so grateful for them.

Glen sent me pictures of the Aurora Borealis last night. 


 I discovered this morning there is a real possibility that if I'd gone outside right here last night, I might have seen them too. 

Looks like shit's going down in Washington tonight. I won't even try to predict what this release of the Epstein files is going to mean. Every bit of what's happened in the past few years has exceeded any of the wildest imaginings I could have had and I have a pretty good imagination. Then again, I never would have predicted that the Aurora Borealis could be observed from Florida either.

Here's the soup I made last night. 


And naan bread to go with. Making soup and bread keep me grounded. Or at least within range of grounded. Almost. Sort of. 

Better than nothing. 

Love...Ms. Moon






33 comments:

  1. You cannot describe an outfit like that without showing us a photo!!
    I know what you mean about losing weight and feeling pretty good about yourself until you don't. The old fat brain is never too far away, lurking to undermine your self esteem but it is much quieter than it used to be and I guess that is a good thing.
    We are having some amazing auroras here, too. I just need to remember to go outside and have a look!
    I am watching the goings on in your country with a slight sick feeling. I do feel for you all.
    Bread and soup - as long we have that the world will be alright.

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    1. Well, when I look at my face in the mirror, I am happy with what I see and that alone is pretty important, I think.
      My country's doings are enough to make anyone sick. In fact, the entire nation has fallen ill with a sickness from which I am not sure we will ever recover. Bread and soup can help, though.

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  2. Pottery followed by an Indian lunch sounds really good.
    When trouble brews you've got to know who is at the center of it. If the Epstein files are damning, let it be. It's poetic justice.
    I've never loved jeans. I own a few pair but always choose tailored slacks because they are both comfortable and fit perfectly.
    A friend insists on jeans, and she buys a pair that is larger than needed and has them custom tailored. This option might work for you as well.
    Soup and bread are the perfect combination when it is cold outside.

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    1. Hmmm...
      Never thought of buying larger jeans and having them tailored. I need to find a better alterations lady before I attempt that.
      The more I learn about the Epstein files and his emails, the less reasonable it seems that Epstein died by suicide. He had some powerful enemies. I will not mention names.

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  3. "attend to my needs and my rituals...". Does that mean having a pee and brushing your teeth?

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    1. I'm sorry. Was I remiss in not mentioning things that humans generally do when they get up in the morning? I would imagine that we all can figure out what at least some of my needs and rituals are.

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  4. I see encouraging things in the big picture. I see discouraging things too. Who knows how it will all shake out? I just keep telling myself that in all the history of the world, evil has never triumphed in the end.

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    1. You are so right- who knows how this will all go down? Will Trump begin a nuclear war as a distraction? Honestly, I can believe he would.
      But does evil really never triumphed in the end? History is a long, long timeline and there have been great periods of time when evil absolutely has prevailed until things changed and goodness once again had its day. For those who have died in these periods of evil, the darkness did indeed triumph.
      I say that knowing that I am hardly Miss Lite Brite Pollyanna. Never have been, never will be. I wish I were.

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  5. I agree, we need a picture of that outfit. There ought to be a law against dressing rooms. Especially with that nasty lighting that makes everyone look awful.
    About Duluth trading, I owe you for my favorite underwear with the gardening tools printed on, which cracked up my doctor!

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    1. Dressing rooms are the suck, aren't they? And the lighting IS nasty. You used the exact right word.
      I LOVE that you have Duluth Trading underwear with a gardening tools pattern. Good for you for buying them and then wearing them to your doctor's appointment.

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  6. I still think Levi's are the best jeans. They make a lot of different kinds of styles and now they have stretch in them too. They carry them at Dillard's.
    Thank you so much for the name of the overall company, I need to buy some for Katie, so I'll have a look.

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    1. I ordered a pair of Levi's today but I am 99.9% sure they will not fit. Also, they don't have stretch. What was I thinking? Oh well.
      Duluth's overalls are not cheap but that is because they are not cheaply made. They wear like iron, I've never had a rip or tear in a pair, and the hardware is all I could ask for while I've had so many other overalls which had shoddy clasps.

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  7. I have made that mistake several times...feeling cute, even foxy, going into a shop with three way mirrors and clothing built for a teenage body - the rolls and lumps well lit by the way too bright over head lights. Humbling, mortifying! slapped silly! Its a trick. Stick to comfort I reckon, and colors that light up your eyes! My levi days well and truly in the past!

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    1. And my god! My legs, always the thinnest part of me are stick-like! With sagging skin. So attractive and so apparent in the bright, florescent lighting of the dressing room.
      You are right about comfort and my Levi days may be over too.
      Sigh.

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  8. I'm going to check out the Duluth Trading Company website, thanks!

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    1. I guarantee if you buy a pair of their overalls, you will not be disappointed. At least I don't think you will be.

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  9. That photo Glen sent is fantastic! Now I want to see a photo of your outfit, which sounds utterly Bohemian glam to me, the best kind of glam there is.

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    1. If nothing else, the outfit was quite colorful! I got told at pottery that I probably should not have worn a velvet coat into the studio as everything there tends to get clay on it but as I pointed out, I got the thing at Goodwill about a million years ago and it was old then. But it is warm.

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  10. The Epstein files are being released?? The Aurora Borealis is beautiful. I don't fit into my jeans yet either and I absolutely refuse to buy a larger size. I used to, from size 10 until I bought size 16, but no more. I want to be back in size 12 and by golly I'm going to get there. Summer is coming, no need now for mashed potatoes with gravy and steaming casseroles just to stay warm.

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    1. So far mostly emails of Epstein's They are damning enough.
      Good for you for your jeans goal! You'll get there!

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  11. Isn’t it interesting how many strangers call you “pretty lady.” They know what they’re talking about. Fuck the jeans! You’ve got overalls.

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    1. FUCK THE JEANS! Yes! You are so wise. I do have the one pair of black jeans from Costco that fit. Sorta. And I ordered more overalls today.

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  12. That soup with a piece of naan bread looks like what I would call a perfect meal.

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    1. It really is. I put a little yogurt and chili crisp sauce in the soup which made it even more perfect.

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  13. I love these updates and I love that my gentleman friend's family didn't shun me for use of the word fuck

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    1. You are so precious. I should have taken a picture of your lovely doggies.

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  14. Sounds like a busy day for you. I think you are beautiful, Mary, definitely a "pretty lady"!!
    One day when I went to the library, a man sitting outside said, "Don't you look fresh today." and I grinned for the rest of the day.

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    1. Isn't it amazing what a compliment from a stranger, if given sincerely and sweetly, can do for our attitudes? I remember a compliment that a man gave me in Publix years ago to this day and it was really about the dress I was wearing. He said it was beautiful.
      He was right, too.

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  15. I've heard that the Aurora was visible way south. So bizarre! You should definitely keep an eye out!

    The Duluth Trading Company should send you some kind of voucher, even if only for touting them here on your blog. :)

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    1. I know! The Northern Lights in Florida? What next?
      I agree that the Duluth Trading Co. should give me a little love. I've been a walking advertisement for them for years.

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  16. I think you should publish your naan recipe. Don't you?

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  17. Your words about your feelings about trying on clothes -echos my feelings I have had my entire life... regardless of my age, weight or size. I look back on some pictures thinking -I was not fat -why did I feel fat. I was raised in a "body shaming" household. Thanks for making me feel normal.

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